about___anything~

1.7.2010~
thursday~

a new month is coming...
again got bother gv siao??
again got new challenge for me??
again got new homework??><'''(lazy)
before july, me not very lucky and all right passing my life
T.T
all pass like , shit,,
very suffer and sad~
except,me go out with friend or at school~
then me is more happy...xD
all ppl oso want
welfare,,
happy,,
but,got how many will become true??
in this few month,, me not very nice,, js normal passing~
at class,, me every talk and laugh with my friend~
although got teacher,,
oso no 'close the mouth' haha,,xD muack,,❤
erewhile, me cognition a ,
siao na na , boy-tiramisu~ ^^
oso is my ''biao jie fu'' ^^
he is a not bad man~ @@...
he very sayang, love, my dear~
hope u 2 can sweet 4ever yar~
haiz, doknow why tis few
will miss back him,, like him again,, @@,,blur~
why will like tat..
i feel now me 'dui' love.. not too
执着,,
固执,,
的抓住不放了~
只是 对于他 我无话可说~
只有祝福的话~
最近
听说他和他女朋友~
分手了 不懂是真是假~ @@''
confused
but
now me js want keep in mind
not wat commet for him again..
js wanna hope him can passing a good life~
有时会想要恋爱~
当我
伤心,
想要帮助时,
想要人陪时,
还有...
想人家疼我时..haha(*paiseh*)
买东西没钱还时~
xD 没什么啦~
就想唠叨一下~
看见那些,
❤情侣❤ sweet
的时候
或
互相帮助
互相信任
互相... 之类~
我会很开心~
希望他们能长久~
也希望
my friend my dear can with 'him' hubby forever and forever~
NOW,XXX this name js...
我想我只有暗恋他的份吧~
如果我们真的在一起~
那有可能是我在梦吧~
或
是他用真心跟我告白吧~
要不然我想~
永远都是
陌生人
T.T
虽然现在
很想
拥有他
保护他
爱他
把最好的给他~
可是, 我想这辈子·
都不可能了吧~
现在
我想每天
学习
如何
❤好好❤
收在我心里的一个角~
不必拥有~
因为 我有,全世界~
最好的人~
陪我~
安慰我~
帮助我~
照顾我~
那就足够了~~
我不会
要求多多~
只要你没事
我就，
开心
眼泪,伤心
这些字眼
我早就习惯了~
虽然我很爱笑~
每次,一笑就不停~
but，
每次我笑都不是因为你~
是
我的家人
我的朋友
让我开心地笑~
不是你
有时笑着一半, 会突然想到你
会想你在干嘛
在拍拖??
还是在??
就变不笑了
哭~
是你唯一给我的~
以前每个晚上~
我都会想到你~
想你样子~
然后，
就会联想到你和你女朋友~
到这里就~ X ...
这是难免的??
因为我想~
我真的
很想
很想
跟你在一起~
简单的在一起
就足够了
只要~
牵着你的手,
走在路上~
慢慢的散步
累了
躺在你的肩上
安心的
睡着了
因为有你
所以我不怕~
现在的我
没有真正的目标·
去冲刺
去奋斗
自从,
说要放弃
你的时候
就消失了~
当那时,
自己的目标
是老师~
教小朋友
读书~
所以,
生活还蛮充实~
而,
现在却是只
无头苍蝇~
害怕进入社会的生活~
害怕
自己一个人~
的
工作
读书
什么的~~
我不要,我不要~
i dislike lonely, but,i really feel lonely T.T i want back when me no like de life !!
最近的心情·
很复杂~
so,tis bolg oso 乱乱的~
因为我不想去回答 有关他的问题~
因为我怕~
我会当场就哭~
坚强??
可能,
我外表看起来很坚强吧~
因为,
不管什么事~
我都会尽量的去收在心里~
都能尽量的笑· 但是现在~
我连我自己都不懂是怎样的·~
真想快点找到我自己~ 的目标！
这样可能会好过一点吧~
就先这样吧~
掰~


to:yiko..❤
i love my self...
i love my friend...
i love my family...
i love dear...
i love him too...

so,dun worry~
me will not go kill my self,><'' i will care good good my self， coz i still wanna~ play,eat.buy~ and more~ ok lah,untill here~ bye,all take care yar,, muackz, need u all so much~~~

sad lah~

tis few day,,
me sad ~
but me can't say out me sad~
coz my friend and my dear may be
will worry~
so,,
me js keep in mind!!
hj,
i think i really not match with u!!
...
i doknow wat is let me like u~
until like tat~~
@@
my life not sure hv you~
coz my life important is...
my family!!
my friend!!
they love me~
they care me~
u..
js let me sad~
js let me no mood~
js let me change a ''siao cha bo''
now me not say all wrong is u~
is me,,
is my self,,
one's own wishful thinking!!
so ,this time me
maybe,,
must,,
put away~
although ,me say many time ard~
but this time,me really HURT..SAD
i think u still love ur gf~
2 year ard~
really say :bye~
then will really bye?
me not believe!!
sure must hv love de,,
u all think want say :put away~
is a easy thing ??
not!
want put away my beloved~
is a hard thing~
me use many idea to persuade,,,
my self~
when me tell miku,,
tell kiyoko,,
dun help me ard~
me is very sad,
my heart very pain~
my tear ,
all the while~
flow~
T.T
ok lah,still say ~
me will become siao !!
bye~

noW,me not hope can with u do a
sweet couple~
i js want u ,,
do a~
happy ..
haelth..
safely..
boy~

me will alw keep u in mind~
muack..

15.01.10 friday~~

那天听到我最x的''HJ''
好像要出国读书料~
好好好好好
伤心哦...
T.T

怎么办...
怎么办呢...
不能怎么办...
在我的角度看~
不能问怎么办~
因为
我根本不是谁谁谁...

只能一直想想想...
哈哈...
一直这样的~
要不然就是..
哎呀,
不要说啦~
paise ..
><''

各位我爱的朋友,
对不起啊~
JB trip 的
我懒惰写咯~
可能要等咯..
懒惰是因为,
可能会很长咯~
因为我很喜欢~
长篇大论的~
而且,
又去十天，
那么多天~~
so,very sry yar^^

昨天晚上又x了~
当10++
佳敏打来~
叫我去婆婆家~
试衣..
yeah,my hobi ^^
xixi..
就去试咯~
反正是免费的...
haha =]
wah,all cloth so beautiful~
me like ^^
我和佳敏
再试着一半时~
佳敏的妈妈...
进来了~
nvm，要看嘛~
料就说~
跟我小阿姨说~
佳敏身材才好过可甜的...
haha..
right ^^
是真的啊..
最进的我真的肥去很多了
so,没怪她pun~
haha..
me is a good girl ^^
在一半,
我去厕所,
因为眼泪,
要流下来料~
omg~
冲啊...
因为我想到他要出国~
就sad arhhhhh~~

until here lah~
no mood ald~
bye,
missing~
will try put away~
+u+u...
T.T

放下!!放下??

放下一个人的

时间

请问是多少??

你们懂吗??





me ask many ppl~

got some 1 know my mean ,

but some 1 doknow my mean~

blur blur @@''





coz got many mean for ''放下''

example:

1.把东西放下来~

2.放下喜欢的人~

and more more???

xixi....





they answer,,



davis-一分钟~【这根本就是离题！！】@@''

wen hui-一秒~【omg,更死】==''

calwin-三天~【如果我能像你就好了】

cl claire-数不完，看个人~

vivian-不懂，看你爱那个人有多深~

kiyoko-不知道~

yinyin-不懂叻~

xueEn-什么~【真的是冷死我啊】><''





全都有不同的答案~

可能''放下''的答案是~

不在时间的控制范围内吧~



有些人快~

有些人慢~

有些应该是永远吧~

haiz...不懂啦~



越来越讨厌那感觉~

因为他让我很痛苦~

我不想每一天这样的活着~

我想要开心~

我想要快乐~

是每一天的~



昨天又梦见他了,

haiz...

所谓:'日有所思,夜有所梦~

==''



拜~

不想写了~

只是突然想写~

晚安^^



hope all can happy everyday...

2010..welcome~xD

很快，要开学了~
也是新的一年了~
好快噢~
err..
不懂还要说什么~
==''haha~
只是希望所有人可以...
开心一点,
快乐一点,
有情侣的可以长久咯~
没有的就慢慢来咯~
就这样..
haha,
我也不知道要怎样讲啊~
^^
开学了,
要比之前努力咯~
毕竟今年要考SPM了~
==''
haiz..hv some scare arh..
coz SPM very improtan 4 all from 5 student~
hope we can take a good result ^^
这几天有点伤心的感觉~
我的好朋友和他女朋友~
分手了..
sad nia~
他好像很伤心咯~
不知道要怎样安慰他~
他终是说..i'm ok.hehe~
but i feel u very sad lei??
haiz..T.T
希望他能快点开心起来咯~
不要太伤心了~
''你''还有我们^^
+u+u..
kampateh!!
新的一年里~
我祝所有人~
开开心心~
健健康康~
^^
把不开心的事全都忘掉~
没什么东东好些了~
就到这把~
掰..
朋友们,星期一见^^
p/s:whait me hv more more free ,me js write about jd trip~^^

sunday~off..day♥

this sunday me off again!!=D
haha..no work~
morning,when me wake up~
see the clock..
OMg ,10.30 p.m. ald~
me no slp so late same like 2day de~
coz me every day got work~
want be4 9.30 wake up~
><''
when me do anything fine~
my uncle[jiu jiu]...
say want bring us go eat pizza hut~
yeah,,^^v
me ,my bro,jun and min
go nia,and my uncle!!
us 12.00 go~
after eat finish,us all back ''popo''home~
coz saturday night us stay in ''popo''home~
so..
than,min say she'' miss ''jusco~
wakaka==''
so jun, ask my ''small anut'' want fecth our go jusco
kia kia mia??
wah,my small aunt promise lei~
say:'OK'~
yeah,want go out again~
i think 2day no work,
at home will very sienzz de~
wah,can go out ply!!
songggg nia...
than,us fast fast go bath,eat and do anything
prepera go shopping lo~~
^^
a head door jusco hv a big christmas tree
when us in~
then,haha..
us sure got take foto lah!!
next,me and min go shoe shop buy shoe~
see ,see ,see~
no 1 is min like de~
but,,at opera~
got 1 shoe is min like.
but no size ald~
haha,min u so ''malang'' ==''
than,buy other shoe lo~
actually got buy tiok 1 shoe lo~
the shoe beatiful,but min
half like half dun like ~
this my feeling~
teng,teng,teng~
''ai yi'',our come~
wah,got many beatiful cloth~
but no 1 is me de..t.t
lol ><''
this time shopping
me and min no buy cloth
real is a miracle arh!!
hehe,,
me wat also no buy tiok ko wor~
mana ei sai~
haha,go a shop~
shoe shop!
see tiok 1 shoe,me very like~
BUY!!!
is a sprotshoe?
wawa shoe?
donoe lei~
coz the shape same like this 2 lo~
wah,buy a shoe ...
my $$ finish ald!
><''
my small aunt buy some daily thing and cloth~
also got buy hotdog,vitagen and a lot of thing~
back home,back home~
when 6.00 us back home~
=D
ling,ling,ling~
min hp..
is jack~
donoe is min say want go out or jack~
i think is min lo~
><''
alw de lah!!
lol
jkjk..dun come my home oh now~
haha^^
when min talking finish with jack..
min ask me want go ''blogger''??
me say want,,
than me ask father can arh??
father:ok,ok~
hapi^^v
yipiyaya..
yipiyipiya...
==''
haha..go out again!!!
js back from jusco half hour nia arh~
hehe~
keng!!
me and min faster go ''popo''home eat dinner lo~
than 9.00 o'clock jack come ald~
yeahhhh,go blogger~
be4 this me no go also~
at there hv boy singing~
nice~^^
jack is ''kacau''ppl
lol...
coz at there,he alw take camera
take they take this~
=='' haiz...shot ald~
got 1 moment ,me hate camera~
>,<''
他还用啊宾的名点歌给佳敏~~
当他跟啊宾讲的时候，
啊宾还以为他玩玩的~
haha..
没想到是真的~
还虾很大声~
当自己听到时~
haha..real is ''kacau boy''
after tat,
他又说要用我的名点‘酒干赶boibo'给ste阿~
蓑!!
walao...
說完~
就笑很大声~
==''
我就骂他~
不好笑~
你傻的,笑到这样~
好彩,ste只是笑笑~
yo,paise死了~
告诉你们我很容易paise的~
如果有paise大奖~
一定非我莫属~
==''
我们在那坐到差不多11点多~
就回了~
因为,婆婆不给迟回咯~
而且,他们隔天又有考试~
就比较早回咯~
erm,今天应该是这样巴了啦!!
哈哈,我也不是很清楚~~
总之,就是玩一整天咯~
haha=D
after back ,me on9 awhile~
就睡了~~

就到这吧^^
拜拜...
想你们噢~
木阿!!

some boring~~

2day js want write a new blog nia la~
gv my blog hv many many thing about me~
hehe...
err..
2day got some unhappy lu~
coz my brother alw make me angry~
now me hv some feel...
tat feel is HATE!!!
haiz...><''
dun say about him ald ..
make feel angry nia~
alw say about him...
my lovely kiyoko,
want back from china lu..
happy nia~~^^v
coz can see her ald
can hear her sound again~
haha><''
qing,dun ''gan tong''oh~
also can take her buy de present..==''
oh,say at the last ,u want present nia~
wakaka...
this is real..
want ur prensent~
><'' not lah~
qing,trust me!!
donoe us can wat time go out ply again??
coz me 17 ,this thurday~
want go JB ,my aunt house~
ply 1 week,maybe~~
songgggggg nia...
go they~
can relasx,
no need go work><''[lazy cat]
can everyday shoppoing!!
this is my hobies~^.^
not me!!is all girl hobies~
hehe..
''ho cai''when qing go china me got write some blog arh~
hng,a bo arh...
her sure say me lazy de lah~
hihi..
finally,min they exam finish le~[SPM]
hapi..hapi^^v
but ,next year is ME!! @@''
scare ald~
haiz,so fast lei~
me dun wan laH!!!
min they shiok liao lo~
they can ply 9696 ald!!
they all arh,,like 2 ply~
haha.me same also!! @@''
min also got with me go JB ~
erm,when me go JB maybe no wite blog ald lo~
coz me want plying 9696~
and ply with terry[my aunt lovely son^^] 9696 also ><''
so,no free 2 write lo~
sry yar,
but ,when me bck ,
me will write all about go JB de thing
gv u all knoe de~
and take many many foto~^^
dun worry..
1st is qing arh~
haha,,,
this week,donoe why~
me like write blog ald~
donoe why,but write blog is a good thing!!^^
wat also can write~
can put wat foto also!!
last,,can gv u mood more good lu~
erm,dun say le~
busy,busy,busy!!
hehe^^
me no lie de lo~
is trust~~
bye^^
me will miss u all~
when me at JB!!
take care yar~
muackzx...<3
love u all~~